It's been ages...months since I added a blog. Havent had the time, the will, the strength to do so. But a friend's new blog reminded me about how writing was therapy for me and God knows how much I need that release now. I've had a pretty bad run these past couple of weeks...emotionally and all. Have been nursing this cursed flu for 2 1/2 weeks. That doesnt help me emotionally. But this much I have to say. I DID IT! I finally did it! I finally found the courage to leave my job and go do something else. Of course I don't start till next year but it is such a release to be free from the chains that have bound me. I became what I set out not to be....so I'd better go before it kills me further. So much pain associated with my current job... linking the personal life with my professional life. Dad told me once that such an association is bad...he was right.

Things on the friend end got no better... as usual I put my foot in my mouth again. Don't know how to undo the damage. All I know is it feels terrible to go to the office and face a bunch of people who don't seem to want you around. Can't wait to leave....