Someone asked why I haven't had a new blog posted. I suppose life has a way of tripping you up. Been having a horrible past few days and pretty much figured I should be a hermit and live on my own desert isle somewhere... far from everyone. Seems SOME people around me been letting me down and I kinda regret opening up to people at times.

I guess I am just tired of everyone BLAMING ME when it is them shutting me out. Ever been surrounded by people called 'friends' but in the midst of all the busy-ness and chaos, you inadvertently feel ALONE? That's me and then you start questioning your very core, your very being as a person.... That's what I have been feeling since the work year resumed... ALONE...So very alone and not wanted or needed...so I shall slowly retreat....ignore...be oblivious...